Saturday, April 15, 2006
I no longer want to...
People change, yes. over time. over matters.
i'm beginning to be skeptical of everything.
paranoid you may say.
but i do hate hypocrites.
neither can i take liars.
did you see the no. of entries before, how many times i said i would prefer to see the truth instead?
how many times do people want to play with my trust?
ok. fine, i hardly show it. but it never did mean that there isnt a possiblility for it to happen. am i not right?
no man is an island.so many quotes, so many sayings.
do they mean anything?
is that true?
there is a limit to everything.
being selfish is the simplest thing to do. honestly.
no wonder people finds it hard to be considerate, even to those around you all the time.
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you mean you still meet up with them?
my sis said that when i mentioned something from my meetings with the kcians. i shot her a weird look. haha. i didnt know how to reply.
maybe some will never understand, but personally, i think friendships forged arent meant to be forgotten after separation. those who strayed away dont value it, and it is not worth fighting for. am i not right?.Even if its just for a simple dinner of maybe an hour or so, its not that difficult is it?
my mum thinks i'm damn stupid after finding out what i did to the disney badges. haha. if you knew what i did to them, will you think the same way?
i did think i was dumb to the core, esp emptying my wallet for that.
well, i chose that path, and there's always this little joy when you open the packet, and found something you like. money is an essential, but not everything.
what i did, cant be measured.
i dont think i'm stupid after all.sengkang this morning, mum wanted to rush off, but Austin refuses to let me go. haha. ok, so brought him down for a quick walk. At the end of everything, when he's brought home and back to his toys, he will put down everything and run to the door just to say bye.
haha. something to smile for for the rest of my day =)
your time spent was appreciated, and there's something to look forward to the next week.
haha. just to rationalise my thoughts a little. blogs are useful when you are expected to be on your own.
Posted at 15:30
